So I never really give it much thought as to how simple situations could actually affect my daughters and how they are feeling, well that was really until today.
For the first two years of K’s life, her daddy worked away on the oil rigs, so he was home for 3 weeks and away for 3 weeks. A little over a year ago, he accepted a new job, which would allow him to work in the city and be home every evening and on weekends. Well, we knew there would be the odd time when he would have to be away from us for a couple days or so, but nothing compared to the 3 weeks, like before.
Up until now, when my darling husband would go away, K would be okay and not really say much about it, but when he came home, we could definitely tell she missed him. So today, when I walked in on her ‘role-playing’ and asked her what she was doing, her response sent a reaction through my whole being that I will never forget in my life.
Her daddy has been working away for a couple days now and today is our day to stay around the house and hang out in our pj’s. Then the following happened…….
K playing quietly in her room until I notice her running back and forth to her bedroom with facecloths, towels, stuffed animals etc. I waited for her to come out running again and when she didn’t, I could hear her talking softly in her room, I decided I better go see what she was up to. Those moms in the group know that when your child is quiet, it’s probably best to investigate….
So I walked into her bedroom and she had her stuffed cat, Buttons under some blankets and she was reading to him. The following dialogue ensued…
me: “honey, what are you doing?”
her: “reading to my kitty”
me: “oh, is he okay?”
her “me kitty is sad..”
me: “why is your kitty sad honey”
her: “oh him is sad”
me: “why is he sad?”
her: “him is lonely for his daddy”
me: “where is his daddy?”
her: “oh… he had to go work”
me: “where does kitty’s daddy work?”
her: “um…. on the helicopter”
At this, I had to turn myself around and leave my daughter’s room before she saw the tears welling up in my eyes. Really goes to show, we don’t realize how things and situations affect our little ones. For those of you who know us, you know that my husband will travel to work in a helicopter so what K was role-playing was a page right out of her own book.
Makes me think about those children that have to go through the terrible things (divorce, separation, death) we sometimes have to put them through. From my own experience, divorce and separation can play havoc on a child’s mind, even up until they are an adult. I was very fortunate that my mom met an amazing man who raised my brother and I as his own and has never regretted it.
For those of you out there, going through one of these miserable situations with kids…. Grab hold of them tonite and squeeze the bejesus out of them… They are the ones that truly suffer and you need to show them that they will always be loved no matter what is going on around them.
ACTUALLY…
All of you with children, we all need to grab them and squeeze them and love them until our hearts feel like they are going to explode. I know I definitely will be doing that in my house!!!